Sunday, February 7, 2010

A person's personality is influenced by his/her upbringing.

I grew up awkward, sticking out like a sore thumb, being taunted and teased, being stepped and surrounded by malicious intentions. Despite the love and comfort that my parents try so hard to provide me with.

What kind of personality would I have?

Definitely not a pleasant submissive one everyone would love.

Pardon me for being such an obnoxious being....

Lone souls..

It pains my heart to know that she's crying all alone at home. And that her cries are unheard of.

It hurts to be alone. Of course I know. Nothing hurts more to have your love ones around but still filled with loneliness. It's scary to be alone.

Why can't two lonely people who love each other be together and live their lives happily?

Why do we ridiculously torture ourselves with separations? You'll probably say "aiya, it's the norm of life lah." But why do we deal with such nonsensical "norm" of life and suffer like this?

I want to be with you. Right here, right now.

Friday, February 5, 2010

Melancholy

I have more things than others.

I am more fortunate than others.

I am more loved and blessed than others.

I seem to have everything.

But why am I still feeling so empty?

So ungrounded and insecure...

Thursday, February 4, 2010

sudden melancholly..

Saturday, January 16, 2010

Is feeling all alone again..

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I miss Korea. Moving back to hall is a mistake. God save me.
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