"Kai Xin, what kind of guys you like?"

"Kai Xin, you got anyone after you now?"

"Kai Xin, you got anyone you like?"

"Har... Why are you still single??????"

Beats me. It's officially a mystery now.

Oh, he's attached? Well, at least he's not gay..

As cute as a puppy. A bit pretty like my favourite Korean pretty boy. It explains everything.

Too bad there's no connection at all between us. Oh wells, settling for being an eye-candy isn't that bad too. =)

There's a new infatuation. And it brought along a strange dream.

And there are a lot of stresses. And it brought along anxiety.

If only we can runaway to Lala-Land forever. OK, maybe not. But long enough to evade the problem.

What would you do when the road in front is block by so many obstacles and yet your goal is just so near? Would you ram head first into the obstacles and brave through it or would you make a U-turn and try to find another exit out?

I am still merely sitting in front of the obstacles and pondering, not making any progress.

A tortured soul...

너무 힘들어 요...

It makes me wonders every night. I don't even know anything anymore. It's a blank blank mind in there.

Dear Abandoned-Blog,

I'm in pain. And it's self-inflicted. I need to stop this. But I do not know how, as hard as I try.

Yours sincerely,
Your writer

out of control. is scares. help..