This is going to be the most emo, violent, incoherent, self-destructive post ever. Do not read and complain about it later. I just have to let this out or else I might just slit my wrist. Get off before it's too late.

I do not know what is wrong anymore. I seriously don't. What the fuck is wrong with this people? What the fuck is wrong with me? No I don't.

I pay you and you should give me the haircut that I want, as per what described/showed to you. Do not lecture me on the newest whatever-hell haircut technique that I am so not interested in, let alone understand. Especially so when the the so-called technique could not even produce the simple result that I've asked for.

I've showed you the length that I've wanted, didn't I? I've told you I want "ping chuang" so many times didn't I? I've even pointed out specifically the pic of the style that I've wanted, didn't I? So why the hell, could someone please enlighten me, that my hair ends up looking like a cross between a toilet bowl and a toadstool?? About 3 inches shorter than I would like it to be?

I am so mad now I could blow up an entire city if I could. Don't tell me it's only hair and hair grows. Because I know it's only hair and hair grows. But hair is like an identity to me, a big part that defines me and give me the confidence that I need. You wouldn't like your identity to be tarnished wouldn't you? Besides, I'm not sure I could live through the next 3 or 4 months with sucky hair.

I do not even know what I am so angry with now anymore. The effing hair-cutters who just can't seem to understand what I want? Myself who just can't even get a simple haircut that I want? The fact that I am so affected that I cried over a simple thing like hair? Or the fact that I've just blew up in front of my family and acted like a complete idiot.

No. I do not know whether I hated the friggin' hair cutters or myself more. Or maybe it's the whole world.

I feel the crazy urge to break everything in sight. And to just shave my head bald for some charity. At least that's cooler that getting a stupid haircut.

Do not even ask me where I got it from, because I might just jump over a cliff after saying it.