Saturday, January 16, 2010

Is feeling all alone again..

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

I miss Korea. Moving back to hall is a mistake. God save me.
Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me Love me LOVE ME!!

FML
Love me, talk to me.

Thursday, January 7, 2010

New year resolutions

Meet up with the girls today. And yesterday. Nostalgia~~

I am surrounded by people. But why do I still feel lonely?

New Year Resolution. Which I hope will keep at least 50%...

1. Study hard and finally hit 4.0 in my CAP score.

2. Cut down on my Youtube addiction.

3. Run/swim/ exercise at least 3 times a week. And finally have a body fit enough to fit into a bikini.

4.Be nicer to people. Genuinely.

5. Call on mum more often.

6. Keep my temper in check. Keep my enthusiasm in check. Keep my emotions in check.

7. Have positive outlook on things.

8. Stop "koping" other people's food. With or without permission...

9.Be more honest about my true feelings. Especially when it comes to the four letter word which starts with L.

10. Try out more new things. Start with volunteer work.

Alright. I'll start with this 10. That's quite of a Herculean task to keep already. How many do you think I will succeed in? Let's have a bet...

The volunteer group...

Been keeping in touch with the Koreans. Hj, Sg, Sw, and Jky.

They all say they missed me. They all said they talked about me in their meetings.

Seems kinda faraway and surreal. I'm still caught between the wonderful fantasy land of SEP in Korea and the reality of being back in Singapore/Malaysia.

They all said Sh really wants to come to Sg to meet me. But I've only seen him once! And seriously not my cup of tea. Scary~~

When will they realise it's Sw who caught my attention?
Enjoying the solitude of being home alone. And not so enjoying it now.

Feeling sleepy and really wanna got to sleep. And not really feeling want to sleep.

Feeling hungry and eat some stuff. And not really feeling hungry at all afterall.

Thinking I should keep my hair long and pray that it grows fast everyday. And kinda wishing it stays short.

Dilemma dilemma dilemma... What's wrong with me? Split personality?

I talk to myself. Funny?