A first and YG Family loves..

He might not know, neither do the rest. But it's a first for me, although it barely counted as one. Sigh~~

Anyway, YG is the love recently.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=2bFJzUIWns8. So sweet. That's the girl from 2Ne1, Park Bom, if you are wondering. The same one who goes "I don't care eh eh eh eh eeee~~".

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=ro0d717tejg&feature=fvst. So hot. Taeyang, the 2nd sun. Loves the choreography. =)

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=MHuOMbfrl0w. So the love. Even thought their japanese is weird, it's so good to see them all back again especially Daesung's accident.

Totally loving these styles than GD's "Heartbreaker". Can't wait for the release of Taeyang's "Wedding Dress" now. =)

Irrational sien-ness..

It's ironic how sometimes you get more sien with the people who you got along at first but you get more along with the people who you felt sien with at first. Quite tired of nursing a bunch of babies.

I am probably the person who is the sien-ness ever in this world when they get to go to Jeju Island to play.

Really wanna go Everland and the food tasting session this weekend instead.

The Middle-child Syndrome.

It is strange, that although I seem to be very close to my mum and sis's, we don't contact each other that often.

I seldom call home, and seldom receive calls from home.

This is the record eversince I came to Korea:

called home -1
calls from home -0
video calls - 1
msn with yue - 2
msn with kling -3
msn with bro - 1
msn with kling's bf - 2
exchanged emails with yue - 2

All these sessions are very short. And I actually talked more to the sis's bf than my own blood-related brother.

Mum says that she misses me the other time I called back. Well, why no contact then?

The only thing I can do is upload as many pictures as I can on Facebook and hope they will somehow take a look at it and knows what I've been up to.

My friends here all noted how independent I appeared to be and is usually the one helping them out- hence, earning me the "Ommo-nim" nickname from them.

What they didn't know is I have to do stuffs like that on my own because I do not know how to ask for help. Just like the other time. They're puzzled why I never shouted or asked for help from any of the guys(friends) when I got harrased to no end by those "chi ko peks" in the jimjilbang. Instead, I saved my own ass from getting molested by getting out of the way, and letting the "chi ko peks" got away with it easy.

This is because I've been brought up like this all my life.

"Any problem? Deal with it yourself."
" Sick? Don't tell me coz you asked for it."
" Tired? I'm even more tired than you are."
" Kena bully/molested? Stupid ar you."
" Dunno how? You are bigger in size and more educated than me. Go figure it out yourself."
" DON'T ALWAYS RELY ON ME!"

So, here's a confession from me. My ultimate weakness is I do not know how to ask for help.

Is this a middle-child syndrome?

Kinda wish I wasn't born such a big girl...

Chuseok weekend.

The trip over the last weekend was a blast. Pictures are uploaded on Facebook. Despite the aching ankle and knee joint (old people *cough cough*), getting significantly tanned, and literally broke for the rest of the month, I was so glad to be out in the nature again. Mountain, beaches, forest, fortress, museum.... they are all the jjang!!

And besides that, I'm glad that it's not bothering me so much anymore now. You know how when we get closer to someone the chemistry will get further instead? That's exactly what happened.

Jumping on the bandwagon at the very last minute doesn't seems like a very bad choice now. =)

P/S: I love the adrenaline rush of being at high altitude.