Edit: Oh great. You just have to rub it in my face don't you? What satisfaction are yu getting from there? What shit do I care about it? Why tell me at all? WHYYYYYYYY? What the fuck seriously. Can't I even have a whole week of nice mood without you ruining it? Who the hell do you think you are? To talk to me like that. Great just great don't you? Yeah, here's what I've to say to you. F*** OFFF!!!!!!!!!!!!

Irony. Toy me again and I might just burst. BOOOOOOMMM!!!!

I can't believe I'm saying this. But for the first time in a long while, I seriously feel like flying back straight to Malaysia right now. Where the comfort of my bed, mum's cooking, mahjong set, yuek and MUM is awaiting...

Why do you always have to make it so much harder??? I don't even know what you expect from me. Yes. This question is being directed to the higher upper being above who happens to shoot arrows as a part time hobby.

Leave me alone.

JAY I LoVE U.

I never knew what the photos' order at the end of Jay's 晴天 mv means until now. It's so cool!

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=k2ImztgAtiY#movie_player

Definitely one of his top 3 MVs.

In a good mood..

Happy for the past few days.

The weather has lightened up.

Bought awesome dress.

New episodes of "You're Beautiful".

Binge a lot (ok, i know it's not good but whatever).

Carol is fun to hang out with.

Cleaned my room and did laundry.

Liking my hair more.

Phone call with the sis earlier on.

=))))))))))))))

So happy that I'm skipping down the hallway sometimes.

If only I didn't see him on Saturday, it would be perfect......

Edit:

Well I did it. Nearly. Angry that I'm such a coward. Angry that the other party is such a coward. Angry that the project mate's a bugger. Angry that I'm not sure what I'm really angry with. Angry that I turn to food comfort instead.

Whatever.

Just feel very relieve now that my lappie is fine (it crashed earlier tonight).

End Edit

Wondering whether I should make the phone call. Seize the day or live safe? What do I want???

Missing in me..

The Babi Busuk Who Turns 19 Today.

You are the most irritating girl ever.

You would just ignore me no matter how hard I try to get your attention. Which is why you would find me so annoying at times too. You've no idea how deep I have to rake my brain to come up with new ideas to err..."attract your attention.

Whenever I tell you that I love you, you would reply "I hate you" back with a straight face without any hesitation. Sad~~ The only times when you would reply "I love you" back is to stop me from pestering you for not saying "I love you" to me. And that is even sadder! =(

You would call me "Xin ah!" as if I'm your maid or something, without any disregard that I am 3 years older than you and nearly 10cm taller. But whenever you call me "Er-jie", that is when I should be scared..Really scared. Because that could only mean you needed a favor from me.

Despite ignoring me, giving me the cold shoulders, kicking me out of the bed, and treating me like shit all the time, I still hang around you like a sorry lappy dog without any means. Why would I do that? I guess there's where your charm lies.

You are the one who understand me so well that we can literally have an entire conversation

in gibberish and still understand each other.

You are the one who would entertain my crazy antiques at times and fool around with me even in the middle of the night.

You are the one who I can share my obssesions with. Be it anime, J-drama, K-pop, or food!

You are the one who I can "trash" around without feeling too guilty when I'm bored. Hehe.

You are the one who I love hugging the most- my favourite plushie in the world!

You are the coolest 4-D girl in the entire planet.

And most importantly, you are my one and only 妹妹.

I've always said that you were born for me to play(like a toy). But what I really mean is you are born for me to shower love upon on. =)

Happy 19th Birthday, Yuek.

Stay healthy and stay tiny always. So that I can continue to "play" with you. Hehe. =D

p/s: I have to dig out old ugly pics of me just for you. What a big sacrifice!

Butterflies

The flutter of its wings
the whirl of its path
that twists and turns inside and out
over and over again
Oh dear butterfly
how beautiful are thy
Your hypnotising colours
that mesmerises me
But what is this funny feeling when I watch you fly
Warm and ticklish
over and over again...

Make up your mind..

So vexed and frustrated I don't even know where to start.

Is it really that hard to make a decision?

If it is, then can't you just accept people's decision?

And if you don't can't you come up with something better?

And if no, can't you just REALLY accept people's decision? At least they have one.

I don't know what you want. You don't even know what you want.

So how???????

Things that goes "Bang!" at night..

Beware. Of scary things. That spooks. And goes "Bang!" at night.





CAUTION: Horror ahead. Scroll down at your own risk.

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BOOO!

Scary enough? Boo to you if you don't get the oxymoron yet by now.

Is what?

Is constantly irritable because of the lack of eye-candy around campus.

Is getting more irritable too because of the burden felt of being the "da jie". wtbleach.

Is seriously going to cry if no cute Korean guy sweep off the feet before going back to Sg!

Is really going to cry because there's a big possibility no one will be picking her up and therefore will have to lug all the luggages back alone.

Is really going to cry to if have to spent New Year eve alone unpacking those said luggages.

Is really disgusted at how self-centered this post sounds like.

Of tteokbokgi and the fake hot Korean girl.

Gosh, what a turn of event!

I was sien-ning and emo-ing a bit because of the sien-ness of the night and lousy dinner earlier. And just as I was about to blog about the sien-ness of the sien things on my mind, my friend suddenly showed me this.

http://www.sixthseal.com/2009/10/tteokbokki-dduk-bbok-kie-hot-and-spicy-korean-street-food.html

He thought I was Korean!! In what ways do I look like one lor~~

Had no idea he's a blogger back then. Anyway. he exaggerated a lot la. You ppl know it's nearly impossible for me to speak good English (structered and without the "lah's") let alone perfect Queen's English. And I didn't really translated that much for them. Haha. Anyways, it's still funny to see that I became one of the topic of their discussion. Wtbleach..

Anyway, shall save my emo post for next time.