After so much trouble, argument, bitching, frantics, bitching, near-begging, bitching, some pimples, a drop of tear, and more bitching, I finally got it but I'm having second thoughts instead of rejoicing.
Why?
But it's not what I've really wanted in the first place. The fact that it is ranked 300+th in the world, even beneath some of it's Malaysian counterparts(no offence, people), is dauting enough.
The prospect could have been brighter if the fellow peers are fun fun fun people, but sorry to say the least, i'm not excited(again, no offence).
Should I change it? But if cannot how? Give it a pass?? After so much trouble with the little wonder which really makes people wonder? OMG!
Life's a bitch sometimes. Makes you run round and round in circles when you so desparately wanted to break free from the cycle. But then the gods decided they are tired of watching you running around like a directionless idiot, so they decided to show you the way out. You so happily run towards it without hesitating, only to find that the new exit is a path leading to another similar circle, only with more people running around in it.
*Le sigh*
I guess this is what we call adulthood? You wanted something badly and pursued it with all your heart, but when you finally have it, it doesn't seems to matter that much anymore. And left you wondering who's the real fool in the first place.
And when you turn to look beside you and see others rejoicing in happiness, you feel sour inside. "Why couldn't I have the same??" . Yes, jealousy.
"Too many people spend money they haven't earned, to buy things that they don't want, to impress people they don't like" -Will Rogers
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